Ever since I started working, I have very little time for myself, my family, and my boyfriend.
It’s been more than 3 months since I last visited my grandparents(They haven got to see my new haircut too).

Sometimes I get very disappointed because I need to work full time. I compared myself
with my friends. Like, why are they studying and why am I working?
And why am I the one who always suffer the most?

Many times I wanted to give up, because I think I’m not fit to be working in this line.
Having to meet difficult customers, is my biggest fear.
I can’t handle difficult customer.
Dislike customer who ask too much questions too. And sometimes I don’t even know how to answer their questions.
But then again, I compared myself with my colleagues, and I believe my colleagues has
the some problem when they first started working, and has overcome it.

3 months probation has past, but I am yet to be confirmed. One reason- my sales is not good enough.
The company put me in different counters for the past 3 months, and getting to adapt to the environment is not easy for me.
I don’t have regular customers, my product knowledge is not good enough and because of lack of product knowledge, I have difficulties
pushing sales. It’s not that I’m trying to find excuses for my bad sales, but it’s the truth.
Sometimes, I tried my best to learn whatever I can, but no one sees my effort.
I want sales too, I want better commission and I want to be confirm.

Now,what bugs me most is…
-When am I gonna be confirm?
-Should I work part time if I still don’t get confirm by next month?

I’m very confused. If I were to work as a part timer, I won’t have enough to give my parents, to save and to spend.
But I think I’m still not ready for the working society(full time).
I really don’t know how.

Someone tell me how.